Well thanks for your post. All I can say is keep on seeking. The bible says seek and ye shall find, knock and the door will open. And it says to be persistent at it too. For some people it just takes time. I've said this maybe twice in the last 2 years and that is I used to be an atheist when I was in my early to mid 20's. I even read a couple issues of Atheist magazine and can even remember telling someone that the bible is just a book written by 4 guys. I was raised Catholic but never really read the bible much.
Then one day when I was about 26. I was in a fleebag motel room watching TV and Kenneth Copeland came on TV. I couldn't tell you 2 words he said that day but I know something changed in that motel room and then I started to read the bible seriously for the first time. And it amazed me -- the words, there was a whole new world that opened up to me. It did not come overnight it was more of a process. Christian TV helped build my faith over time, whereas some people get more from church.
My advice would be to just keep reading the New testament especially the four gospels, Maybe watch Christian TV if its in your area. And remember I"m not perfect, I don't have all the answers, but I've looked at most of the world's philosophies and religions including the
Buddism and atheism and you know what won out. I've been in these threads for almost 2 years now and have had about 27 religious threads and my faith is still strong in spite of all the argumentative and personal attacks I've received. That in itself says something about the power of Christianity. As I've said many times I'm just putting info out there. I rarely talk about hell. Maybe once or twice in two years. What people do with the info I put out there is there business. But I do believe (and I'm not talking to you but to some of the others) there does come a time when it's too late, when there is no turning back. It's kind of like some of the transients you see on the street. There are some of them that are too far gone.
Some, I do believe are trying to do that, especially the ones who continually personally attack me and my threads in posts without giving any reasoned explanation in that post.
I never said anything like that, although it might be true. But it might be best for someone new in Christianity not to face off against some of these people until you are strong, confident, and well read in your faith; as well as in other world philosophies. This might take many years to get to this level. But if you're a new Christian go with your gut, and God through the Holy spirit will give you wisdom if you seek it and pray about it.
DOC, you seriously just made me make a sad face. A -really- sad face.
Let me help you understand for a moment:
I first read the bible completely through at the age of six. I have been able to discuss even the minor stories therein since I was about ten. Since I was fifteen, I could give you -literary- analyses of the themes of each book.
I lived in Western Oklahoma, which if you don't know, is a HUGELY baptist area. I lost my faith very early. Not out of a hate for God, but out of simple disappointment. But I kept hoping. I attended church, hoping to feel that faith again. I didn't want to be different from all my family and most of my friends. When I finally stopped attending church because I felt it was a disservice to mouth things I no longer believed, I was called a devil worshipper and a daughter of satan. I was told, by these same people, that I caused my own sister's miscarriage because I read fantasy books, and they brought demons into the house.
I abandoned religion, but kept -looking-. When I joined the Army eight years ago, I began reading Gnostic compilations, the history of Christianity, researching the translation errors and interpretation errors extremely common in popular sects of Christianity today. I looked into Buddhism, Deism, Atheism, Catholicism, LDS....you name it. I went searching for my faith, hoping that disillusion would pass, and I would -see- what I saw so clearly when I was a child.
I am now, at the age of 26, having traveled across the world, dealt with people of many faiths, many beliefs, and discussed it with them--somewhat of an amateur theologian.
I haven't found that faith yet. I am not a Christian. I am not an Atheist....I am what I have always termed 'non religious'. I abstain from the question. God? No God? It doesn't matter. I'll do the best I can, right here, right now, and if I have to justify myself to a God someday, that is the only statement I'll need.
I did the best I could.
The Bible is a pillar of your faith. But it is only -one- pillar. One column. For you, these other columns are self-evident, and obvious.
For the rest of us, we need to see -evidence-. Evidence, actual flat out -facts-, not suppositions, but facts -which can be agreed upon by those who read them-, will tie together the columns and make a building, an edifice (and I might even say...a church?) out of the columns.
You present us here a single column, and some trusses (by which I mean your books written by Christians with some...um...shaky or out of date concepts), and say, "Why don't you see the beauty of my Church!"
And someone like me looks and says, "Man, am I gonna fall through the floor if I walk in there? It looks about as stable as a stack of cups..."
((ETA: Twenty seconds after I post, I realize I am reading too much of the 9/11 Conspiracy Forums, when the first analogy that comes to mind is trusses and columns and how they collapse...))