cj.23
Master Poster
- Joined
- Dec 17, 2006
- Messages
- 2,827
In another thread Volatile asked the excellent question as to why I converted from atheism to theism, and that subset of theism known as Christianity.
http://www.internationalskeptics.com/forums/showthread.php?postid=4216892#post4216892
I very much doubt anyone gives a hoot, and I am not that bothered about explaining my reasoning (or lack thereof) for three reasons
i) I don't actually know the why. I distrust 'testimonies' as retrospective justifications of the ideological change -- I could tell the story in thirty different ways, and each would tell you more about who I am now and what I am trying to communicate now than anything to do with my thinking about a decade ago. Waybackmachine can find some of my atheist era writings when I attacked Christianity I'm sure, and if anyone actually had the slightest reason they could construct a more reasoned and objective view than I could. I simply don't know - I think I know, but I'm not able to recall all the factors, and some may not even be relevant -- I just thought they were.
ii) My personal story is completely irrelevant to the question of if my beliefs bear any realtion to objective truth. If I had created a new theory of great scientific merit, or sone something noble or infamous, maybe the metaphysical speculations of my late twenties would interest someone. In fact, my reasoning may well be flawed, my story is tedious, and I doubt anyone would care enough to read it. I'm afraid it would just be boring ego-m****bation.
iii) I'm probably wrong on lots of things. So thinking for yourself is far more useful than worrying about how i came to hold my beliefs.
Having said all that, I'm a Christian, a convert from atheism to agnosticism to theism, hold fairly mainstream Christian beliefs and will cheerfully discuss them with anyone remotely interested. I'm quite used to dialogue with atheists, I'm not out to convert anyone, and I really don't mind if you think I'm crazy. I will however cheerfully answer questions if, as volatiles questions seems to suggest, some people are interested in thsi stuff.
cj x
http://www.internationalskeptics.com/forums/showthread.php?postid=4216892#post4216892
I very much doubt anyone gives a hoot, and I am not that bothered about explaining my reasoning (or lack thereof) for three reasons
i) I don't actually know the why. I distrust 'testimonies' as retrospective justifications of the ideological change -- I could tell the story in thirty different ways, and each would tell you more about who I am now and what I am trying to communicate now than anything to do with my thinking about a decade ago. Waybackmachine can find some of my atheist era writings when I attacked Christianity I'm sure, and if anyone actually had the slightest reason they could construct a more reasoned and objective view than I could. I simply don't know - I think I know, but I'm not able to recall all the factors, and some may not even be relevant -- I just thought they were.
ii) My personal story is completely irrelevant to the question of if my beliefs bear any realtion to objective truth. If I had created a new theory of great scientific merit, or sone something noble or infamous, maybe the metaphysical speculations of my late twenties would interest someone. In fact, my reasoning may well be flawed, my story is tedious, and I doubt anyone would care enough to read it. I'm afraid it would just be boring ego-m****bation.
iii) I'm probably wrong on lots of things. So thinking for yourself is far more useful than worrying about how i came to hold my beliefs.
Having said all that, I'm a Christian, a convert from atheism to agnosticism to theism, hold fairly mainstream Christian beliefs and will cheerfully discuss them with anyone remotely interested. I'm quite used to dialogue with atheists, I'm not out to convert anyone, and I really don't mind if you think I'm crazy. I will however cheerfully answer questions if, as volatiles questions seems to suggest, some people are interested in thsi stuff.
cj x