LostAngeles
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This seems like just the thread I've been looking for. I already asked about this in the thread regarding Head On but I didn't get any satisfactory answers.
As I've said, I've been suffering from chronic migraines for most of my life now. Most manifest themselves as cluster headaches, however there are a number of significant differences between my migraines and the ones most sufferers get. They have no auras and come as they please, without warnings. They have no food triggers that I am aware of, and I've tried ruling many of them out without avail. As far as I can tell, these are not your typical migraines.
Finally, and I say this without exaggeration, there is always a certain degree of undue and often debilitating pain at any given moment of my waking life. Because of the chronic headaches, I cannot function normally or lead a normal life in any sense of the word. The pain has knocked me out, impaired my mental functions, and has driven me to self injury at certain points in my past.
I've been to a couple of neurologists, but they couldn't figure it out. One told me to get my depression treated, because he believed that was the cause. My psychiatrists tried this, but all that accomplished was my being drugged up AND in constant pain. OTC painkillers do not work anymore because I've built up such a resistance to them, and the rebound headaches don't make them worth it. I have not gone on prescription painkillers because my physician was reluctant to prescribe them, since they're habit forming. I've tried caffeine too, but I've found out that like the OTC painkillers, it only works for an hour or so, and then I have to deal with all the side effects.
To repost what I said in the other thread, the causes I have identified as most likely are sleep deprivation, stress, changes in blood pressure, bright lights, smoke, motion sickness, or anything that causes a dilation or constriction of blood vessels in my head. In other words, life itself is my trigger. To phrase it more cynically, it hurts to live. The headaches never truly go away; at the most they lessen to the point of being somewhat tolerable for a short time.
What can I do?
I've mentioned this so many times, I must sound like a ****ing shill.
Have your neurologists tried any drugs to prevent the migraine? I've been doing treatment for status migrainosis for nearly a year now. They gave me steroids to break it first and then put me on a tricyclic anti-depressant to prevent the attacks. It didn't work so well and I reacted badly to it. I'm now on a drug that has yet to be FDA approved for migraines, but it works pretty well. My migraines are down significantly and the triptans they give me will generally work. Before that we went through all three that insurance would allow and then back to the first one they tried and I'm back to Maxalt.
The drug is Lecthin. L-E-... I'm kidding. It's called Namenda. I really like it. The worst that happens is some brief inattentiveness and occasional dizziness.
Before, I could sort of describe things like you are. Constant pain, sometimes getting worse, never really getting better just moving back down to the same level after getting worse. At times I would just stop whatever the hell it was I was trying to do and wait to see if it would kill me. I figured at this level of pain, it's obviously doing its damndest to try.

Seriously, talk to them about a preventive medication. Sometimes it's the anti-depressants at a low dose, sometimes it's something else. I think they even give ergot-derived drugs (which I think is the rye mold that causes hallucinations
) for this.
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