I have never doubted my agnosticism. I have thought that perhaps there could be a "god", and even hoped that one existed, in order to alleviate my fears and helplessness relating to the common problems of existence. I have never, though, thought that "god" actually existed (since realizing that I am agnostic).
If I attempt to see the forest, which could in fact just be a part of a forest inside a planet and universe full of forests, will it improve my quality of life? If I realize that I have in fact been missing out on the "truth", that a god exists, or that life is not at all what is appears to be, will I achieve more in life? Will this added knowledge allow me true peace in my life? Knowing my own personality, I would most likely become more enraged at every human who doesn't know the "truth" and loathe humanity even more than I already do. I would rather keep looking at my tree, or small forest.
Oh, and this:
Clarke's third "law".
3. Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic.
Sufficiently is a very vague word. Sufficient seems to include in its definition that it is indistinguishable from magic. If it's distinguishable it's simply not sufficient. His "laws" sound like tripe. Of course if you took today's technology and showed it to someone 200 years ago, they would think it to be magic. However, if you explained the preceeding technology and the mechanisms involved, they could understand that it is not magic.