Remember when you asserted you were more scientifically literate than me?
I know that evolution doesn't happen by chance. I learned this from granola.
Shake a box of granola gently, and what happens? The the little flakes sink to the bottom, and the big pieces float to the top where you can eat them by hand. Some time ago I noticed this sorting effect happens every single time. And, not being scientifically illiterate, I realized it wasn't because of chance.
I'm not sure how to characterize your scientific expertise, given that apparently my breakfast habits have yielded superior insights.
That's a good thing. It's the first sign that your cognitive dissonance is breaking down. It's like taking out a splinter; it hurts coming out, but afterwards there's a huge sense of relief.
Just take a big breath and admit that order can arise from simplicity if energy is injected into the system. Just let that fact lie there, like your granola, until it gets mushy. Just accept it for today.
And then, tomorrow, you can start working out what it means for everything else.