I would - honestly - like more elaboration of your statment that you are a dualist of sorts but find that logically materialism is where it is at. Of course, you need not answer to my wishes. But, let me assure you, I would like to hear your further thoughts.
Well, the fact is I'm of two minds, after a fashion: I am quite comfortable with logic and reason, and embrace the scientific world of 'what is'. I'm quite fine with the idea that all of THIS is matter - whatever matter is - and that it all obeys certain rules. Even the uncomfortable reality that ultimately materialism means magic, the afterlife, and all those wonderful things don't really exist doesn't bother me much, on a logical perspective.
The other mind is more emotional and intuitive. This is the part that tells me there's more to the universe than unfeeling matter. This part tells me that things aren't always what they seem; that things are usually not at all what they seem. This is the part that causes me to believe in some sort of divine reality, some vast intelligence that is responsible for 'all of THIS'.
The only way I ever felt truly comfortable - not that my comfort makes me right or wrong - was to attempt to reconcile what I knew with what I felt. The best way I came up with was to rationalize that reality is dual in nature: on the one hand, that which is real (materialism); on the other hand, that which is unreal (idealism). But by 'unreal' I don't mean 'doesn't exist'; rather, I mean that I feel there are things that aren't a part of reality as such, but exist in a form that still has an effect on reality.
It's not easy for me to put into words. I feel, for example, that spirits exist - that the key to living matter is something unreal, an 'essence' of life that exists in all living things. This isn't quite like a soul, in my opinion; more like an energy of sorts that causes us to live. This energy may carry part of who we are, but when we die, it breaks up and ends up a part of other life later - perhaps scattering among thousands or millions of beings, mingling with life energy from other beings... Much like our cellular matter dies, breaks down, and eventually forms something else.
That doesn't do much for the idea of an afterlife, obviously...
Another example: I think there is a Creator; that some intelligent being made All That Is within herself (or of her own Being). But this Creator, I think, is no more interested in humankind as she is in any other phenomenon. Perhaps she experiences through us, or perhaps we're an interesting glitch to be observed from a distance. Don't know. Don't care.
In spite of learning how to be a skeptic, I also personally hold that things can exist until disproven - as opposed to the usual view that things don't exist unless proven to exist.
I also think ideas - imagination, thought, whatever - have an existence of their own. My logical portions look at it this way: if a human has an idea of a thing - dragons, Gods, faeries - then that idea becomes a part of the motivations and processes of that human. So in a way, every imaginary event in someone's mind influences reality.
And, of course, the more people who carry an idea, the more effect that idea has.
I suppose I'd be seen as a dime-store schizo or something... but these are my beliefs. I don't claim they're based on evidence or reality, and I rarely discuss them here - simply because I'm fully aware of the ephemeral basis for these beliefs, and that they have no place among the skeptics here.
See, I'm fine with people believing something - as long as they're honest about their belief. If they claim to 'know' that God exists, they're wrong. They can believe God exists all they want, but the moment they try to prove God's existence, I become a skeptic.
Look at this topic, for example. ST thinks that materialism is, for some reason, incompatible with logic; but the reason he thinks this is an assumption that the human mind is more than matter! This is, of course, unprovable. He may be right (about the mind), but his belief that minds are more than matter does not constitute a firm basis to deny materialism based on the existence of logic!
Yet if he had said that he believes logic and materialism are mutually exclusive, based on other beliefs he holds - I'd be fine with that.
I hope that helps clarify things a little.