Free will - choice.
Do you have choice?
I have no clue.
It certainly seems that way. It certainly seems, to me, once I've made a choice, that I could have chosen some different course of action.
But is that really the case?
Perhaps not. After all, this feeling I have -- of having made a "free" choice on the basis of "my decision" -- necessarily comes with some time lag, if only some fraction of a second, after the action. Perhaps this feeling is merely a function of the reflective mind, and perhaps the action which my body performed (speaking the word "paper", for example) is entirely the result of mechanistic processes and not in any sense a "free, conscious decision" at all.
To illustrate this point, let's consider an ordinary series of apparent mental events.
I suddenly realize my mother's birthday is tomorrow and I haven't bought her a card or gift. I ask myself what I should get her. I consider several options, rejecting flowers because I know my brother will get her one of those big arrangements he always sends, rejecting chocolates because she doesn't eat sweets anymore, perhaps some gourmet coffee or a day at the spa.... The spa. Yeah, she'd like that. Yeah, she's had a lot of stress lately, definitely the spa. I'd better stop by and get her a gift certificate. Oh, cool, it's on my way. In fact, I better move into the other lane if I want to make that turn. (Piggy shifts the blinker lever, checks his blind spot, steers into the other lane.)
From my POV, it certainly seems like I'm deciding.
But is there anything in that string of mental event objects (MEOs -- a Piggyism derived loosely from object-oriented programming which provides a convenient way of treating mental events as objects nominally for the purposes of discussion) which
necessarily implies a free-will choice?
I don't think so.
Where did the thought that it was my mother's birthday come from? I certainly didn't decide to think it. In fact, it's hard to see how we could, in any meaningful sense, "decide" to think any of our thoughts. That model leads to infinite regression, as I decide to make the decision to think the thought. (Ditto for physical actions? Avoiding the infinite regression is one of the big obstacles in free-will models of apparently consciously-determined action.)
No, obviously I did not decide to realize my mother's birthday was tomorrow. It must be the case that my brain is processing information and making connections in ways that are not accessible to the subjective entity which I think of as my "conscious self". And in fact, this is experimentally verifiable.
So what happened is that this notion "occured to me". It "popped into my head" as we say. Something triggered it, but I don't know what.
The next MEO is wondering what I should get her for her birthday. Did I decide to ponder this? No. That's what my brain started doing. I'm aware that I'm doing it, but it's difficult to imagine how this could be a choice of any kind.
I reject flowers and chocolates. But why did I even consider them, when I know my brother always gets her the former and she no longer cares for the latter? It seems my brain is churning away deep below deck, and I'm just along for the ride.
Coffee or the spa? Now here, it seems, I really am making a free-will choice. I consider the options and I choose.
Or do I? We've already seen that my brain is capable of non-consciously generating thoughts and, metaphorically speaking, serving them to my conscious self. When the moment comes that I "know" that yes, the spa's the right thing, did I choose, or did I become aware that I'd made a choice?
It's not at all clear.
And why did I "choose" the spa over the coffee? Could it be that the below-deck association machine -- which is also driving the car during this time -- in the process of its continual evaluation of my progress and concurrent mental mapping, dragged in an association with the spa which is on my route? It's certainly possible. Perhaps my reflection that she's been stressed lately was an after-the-fact justification. And even if not, where did
that MEO come from?
Have I really made any sort of choice at all? Or does it just seem that way?
I "realize" I should move over into the other lane. I flick the blinker bar and check my blind spot. Choices? The same problems crop up.
So this feeling we have that we "consider" and "choose", that it "could have been different"... is it accurate?
I don't know.