Asolepius
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I have given a lot of thought as to how to start this thread. Last Thursday I learned that I have myeloma. It was picked up pretty much by chance, via a blood test for Raynaud's phenomenon. I then had the full battery of tests - skeletal survey, bone marrow biopsy, urine for Bence Jones protein, etc, and all came up negative except for abnormal bone marrow cells. I have no symptoms and feel very fit.
Needless to say, I don't believe in fate, but my developing interest in critical thinking has put me in a very strong position to cope with this. It has in a way come at the right time (but of course there is no right time for bad news). I don't have to wail `Why is God doing this to me?', I don't have to wonder what I have done wrong to be punished so, and I don't have to agonise over why religion can't explain suffering. I just know it's an unrepaired DNA copying error, and without such errors there would be no evolution and we would not be here at all. There is nobody to blame.
All this concentrates the mind a bit. I'm in rather more of a hurry to get results! This forum continues to inspire me, but I am now catalysing a more concrete effort to make a difference on the sCAM front. Can't say more just yet, but you will start to see things happening within the coming weeks. Watch this space.
Needless to say, I don't believe in fate, but my developing interest in critical thinking has put me in a very strong position to cope with this. It has in a way come at the right time (but of course there is no right time for bad news). I don't have to wail `Why is God doing this to me?', I don't have to wonder what I have done wrong to be punished so, and I don't have to agonise over why religion can't explain suffering. I just know it's an unrepaired DNA copying error, and without such errors there would be no evolution and we would not be here at all. There is nobody to blame.
All this concentrates the mind a bit. I'm in rather more of a hurry to get results! This forum continues to inspire me, but I am now catalysing a more concrete effort to make a difference on the sCAM front. Can't say more just yet, but you will start to see things happening within the coming weeks. Watch this space.
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