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Penultimate Amazing
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I can see all of that.What's more likely - that one version of Christianity is right and 39,999 versions are wrong, or that 40,000 versions are wrong?
That's not the only reason I left the church though. The other was the realisation that no process in the universe required the existence of a deity in order to proceed. God was redundant.
For me, magic can't be the answer for everything or anything. But that isn’t wasn't why I left my church. I was willing to view it all metaphorically. In fact I did for years. I left because after really reading the Bible from the beginning I was unable view God as a forgiving loving being any more. Jesus is mostly portrayed as loving and forgiving in verse after verse in the New Testament. He seems to be the person we should all want to be.
It's not the ridiculous horrible laws in the Old Testament. It wasn't even the absurdity of the Genesis story. I could accept that too was metaphorical. No, it was just how awful God is. He's not forgiving. He's not loving. He's truly horrible. He has no admirable traits. God is emblematic of all of man's worst attributes. He's petty, he's spiteful. He's narcissistic. He isn't wise.
He is an ego maniac. He requires praise and worship. Why would such a powerful being need sycophants? The story of Abraham is awful. So is the story of Jepthah and Lot. God is supposed to be just? And yet even though he deals harshly with anyone that breaks his laws, he essentially gives King David a free pass after David commits adultery with Bathsheeba and arranges for the death of her husband.
Reading the Old Testament left me with little reason to think any of this was inspirational any more.