In my case, the merits were not discussed.
But your story differs on this point. In one version the judge discussed his upcoming ruling with you.
I would say my assumption is reasonable.
It's still an assumption, not a fact for which you have evidence. This is a major flaw in most of your reasoning here. You conclude that various things "must" have happened, but it's all assumption. And then you bristle when those assumptions are challenged.
If you ask people I know I do not try to prove myself.
But I can't do that. I can only go by your behavior here, and I'm commenting on your behavior here. I don't care what you do elsewhere. Here, nearly every argument you affirm is based on your claim to pre-eminent expertise in that particular point. And nearly every response you make to challenges to your claims starts with accusing your critics of ignorance. You have even started manufacturing arguments to stick in your critics' mouths just so you can pretend they're ignorant for having "argued" it. You're going out of your way to do this.
But here I am being challenged.
Because that's what this forum does, and you come here knowing full well what will happen. However, in this particular thread people are not just challenging you, they're explaining what to do to meet the challenge. They're teaching you their skills in a Socratic way in the hope that you might advance your search for the actual cause for your illness.
Many arguments rest on an implication that I am stupid, or ignorant, and am generally incompetent.
No. The challenges you meet here have nothing to do with your general intelligence. They have solely to do with your inability to demonstrate specific expertise on the particular claims you make. Your inability to demonstrate specific expertise when it is narrowly demanded is not a sweeping personal attack.
I supply my anecdotes as biographical information as to who I am and why I feel qualified to make the claims I do.
No one cares. You belabor us with irrelevant anecdotes instead of addressing specific arguments and rebuttals people make. It's not so much that you ramble on with stories. It's that you do so instead of being more attentive. No one wants deep background into why you are the way you are. They simply want clear, concise answers to questions they ask.
I still am concerned about the motivation behind your need to include personal put-downs of me in your posts.
Report any posts that you believe are personal attacks. Otherwise do not complain about it for rhetorical purposes. You don't have to speculate about my motives for posting here. I wrote a post about it some weeks back.
This thread is about my predictions - God inspired and my own opinions based on 71 years of experience. Hence I do not find an exchange of credentials to be a derail.
This thread appears to be about whatever you want to talk about from day to day. At times you simply treat it like your personal blog. But to get down to it, I don't believe you talk to God, and I don't see your opinions as founded upon much past paranoia and assumption. That is not a strategy that plays well among skeptics. You know that, and yet you persist. You complain at your allegedly shabby treatment here, but it seems to be what you're seeking.