Last night I asked God to prove to me personally beyond any doubt that he existed. He made me an offer to do so.
I decided not to take the offer and accepted the doubt of not being sure.
Hi PartSkeptic,
Consider if you will two different mental models of how the world works. (Doing this should be second nature to everyone. After all, scientists of all types will admit, especially to those they trust not to make a bigger deal out of the issue than it actually is, that what we think are the laws of nature are actually models that we select for doing a good job explaining and predicting what we observe, that may or may not be the true nature of reality, which might be beyond our understanding. And theists of all types will admit, especially to those they trust not to make a bigger deal out of the issue than it actually is, that we mortals are not really capable of comprehending the true nature of the god or gods they worship, but try to do the best we can with scriptures and dogmas that we may or may not really understand, so what we think of as divine truths might also be just a mental model of things beyond our understanding. Yet, it appears to be human nature to choose one model and defend it.)
Anyhow, two models. In one model, God exists and is speaking to you. In another, what's "speaking" to you is your own thoughts and insights.
(Those aren't the only two imaginable models, of course. But one in which e.g. God exists but is not speaking to you would be uninteresting in this context. To us, anyhow. A conservative clergyman might prefer that alternative. But I'm going to stick with those first two.)
What you're describing to us, you're expressing in terms of a model that explains your experiences as God speaking to you. That must be quite a remarkable experience. I've never had such an experience myself, but I know several people who have, and I've read the testimony of many others. In a lot of cases it's changed their outlooks on things or even changed their entire lives.
But most people here are looking primarily at the kinds of experiences
they have had. What to you seems (and probably is) a unique and striking event, when you relate it to us, seems to be something else to us. And what it seems to be to us is rather common, in our experience: a claim of divine revelation similar to many many others we've heard before, from sources ranging from ancient scriptures to people holding signs on street corners. Which all turned out to be either false, and/or contradicted by other claimed revelations of the same type, and/or too vague to ever be declared one way or the other. When we try to look at it from the perspective of your model, we must conclude that these reported communications from the divine are unreliable. Either the god(s) are constantly changing their mind(s) post prophecy, or they're being deceptive, or the human recipients of their communications aren't actually comprehending them, or they aren't honestly conveying them to the rest of us.
What about the other model, which does not accept that you've been receiving messages from God? Many would say that the messages must therefore be from all inside your head, but I don't think that's the best interpretation. I think the messages are from the world—that is to say, your own perceptions of the state of it. I think, when you look at the world, you have very good reasons to believe it's on the brink of catastrophic changes due to climate crises, resource depletion, overpopulation, and/or disruptions secondary to, or complicated by, those factors, such as economic instability, warfare, famine, or epidemic disease.
At the same time, the same media from which you're getting most of this information are also constantly beating a drum of anything bad will get better, everything good is just the beginning of something even better still, and in the long run, everything's hunky-dory. (Why? For the simple banal reason that media are in the business of helping industries to get you to buy things, and people who think everything's hunky-dory buy more things.) And most people you talk to have absorbed all that too and will agree with it against you. There's cognitive dissonance. What could possibly justify your coming to a different conclusion than just about everyone else? It could be that you're smart and perceptive, but can you count on that? Given that you believe in God, a narrative of God telling you to accept those conclusions is a better explanation. God just hasn't told all those other people yet; that's why they disagree. There's your excuse for believing and trusting what your mind is perceiving in the face of doubt from every direction. What's the difference between experiences and narratives? Not very much. So, in the end that's how you've experienced the revelation.
Does that mean I think your predictions are right? I really don't know. I've been looking at these same trends for decades already, and I still can't call it with any confidence. One thing I've noticed, though, is that predictions are more often right about eventualities than they are about the time scale involved. The real disasters don't seem to happen until we've worried about them for a while and then stopped worrying about them. ("That SARS coronavirus thing? Over and done with. Let's shut down the research centers.") Are we headed for some 60%-depopulation disaster in the next few years, or a percent here and a percent there for the next two centuries? Currently I think the latter is more likely. But maybe neither will happen.
And how about, which model is right? I don't think that's a useful question; one can only ask which is better suited for some particular purpose. For most purposes discussed in these forums, I'm quite content with a godless model of the universe. But in my life I've noticed that when someone's perception of a situation changes suddenly, whether in small and should-be-obvious ways (such as, "this bad habit will kill me unless I make big changes to escape it") or more subtle ways ("I'm not actually happy with my life even though every outward sign says I should be") it often comes into their conscious awareness in the form of a message from somewhere "outside." In my model, God could be a description of the part of our minds that does that for some of us.
Anyhow, that's my take on your predictions. Thanks for reading!