HansMustermann
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However, Dostoevsky places the state of blessedness at the end. At least in "Memories of the Dead House". This man was original even in that.
I can't say I've read that one, but other accounts from or about him place it clearly before the actual grand mal. E.g., Strakhov wrote, "Fyodor Mikhailovich often told me that before the onset of an attack there were minutes in which he was in rapture. “For several moments,” he said, “I would experience such joy as would be inconceivable in ordinary life – such joy that no one else could have any notion of. I would feel the most complete harmony in myself and in the whole world and this feeling was so strong and sweet that for a few seconds of such bliss I would give ten or more years of my life, even my whole life perhaps."
The character in The Idiot, who is almost certainly autobiographic, also clearly states that it happens right before an attack.
That said, by the end he was sometimes having two epilepsy attacks in a row, so basically it would go: aura, attack, aura, attack. So he could technically have an aura after an attack, but really it was part of the second attack.
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