A lot of work went into this and she has tried hard to be logical in reaching conclusions.
It's a pretty strange document; I opened it randomly to page 21/22 and read enough in two minutes to make me wince. The voice attempts formality (maybe in hope of sounding like an academic?) but repeatedly gets easy details wrong and worse, goes on to draw conclusions from her own errors.
For example, Amanda doesn't get out of the shower, she "exits" it. Who talks like this?
Also, the writer implies that the **** in the toilet was in the same bathroom where Amanda took her shower. It wasn't, and for someone who is claiming to have studied this case carefully, that's a pretty big error.
She's also weird on the subject of Amanda's Nov 4th email to her contact list. According to this writer, that mail went out "within hours" of Amanda finding out Meredith had been murdered. That's another pretty big error, especially given how much meaning she attaches to this email.
Amanda was using the mail to tell everyone all at once what had happened, because by the time she wrote it, (not hours but a couple of mostly sleepless days and nights later) she'd been repeating the same details over and over and over. If you've ever been in a crisis of some kind while far from your family and friends, you know the problem that mail was meant to solve.
If not, maybe you're like the writer and you miss not just the timing of it but also the whole point. Amanda is describing what she thought at the time about the possibility of menstrual blood left in her bathroom (ew). It's not -- as the writer implies -- evidence that she's marking herself with some sinister pattern common to some set of "female perpetrators." It's Amanda telling what happened and how she saw it at the time.
Proceeding with the narrative, AMK has stated after entering the bathroom she noticed “◊◊◊◊” in the toilet, some drops of blood on the sink and a blood stain on the floor mat. The latter was discovered only after she exited the shower, according to AMK. The total volume of blood in the bathroom at that time was miniscule and her claim that this did not alarm is plausible, assuming she was not aware of the condition of the bathroom a few hours earlier.
The combined discovery of both the open door and the blood in the bathroom, in my view, has insufficient probative value to the case. She has hypothesized in writing on one occasion that she initially thought that the blood may be attributed to Meredith experiencing menstrual issues, which she concluded with the quote, “ew”.
This was within hours of learning that Meredith was the victim of a homicide in the bedroom adjacent to her own in a residence where the only other person in town living there with a key to the house was AMK and whereby AMK, as it turned out, was the first responder to the scene. At that time, AMK was home alone taking a shower and within feet of bodily remains not yet discovered by authorities.
(sinister italics in the original, and also another error, since obviously Filomena was in town and she had a key.)
She goes on darkly . . .
This does not necessarily indicate the presence of a personality disorder by implication of a lack of empathy for the victim or fear of a perpetrator but rather indicates something else. Pay attention. This pattern is present in all the American female perpetrators exhibiting the pattern referenced before, and we shall see that it reliably appears in cases just like this. I will divulge this pattern later.
I think she lost me completely at "Pay attention." Memo to blogger: If you have to stop and instruct your readers to pay attention, you're doing it wrong.