I am hoping to find people here who don't pretend telepathy isn't real. In my experience almost everyone can do it, but never talks about it out loud. I don't understand why.
My parents, siblings, friends, strangers, and former friends can all read my mind. They can all use my brain and therefore my body as if it was there own. In fact they can almost completly take over control of my mind. This is a very bad thing because they do this and they are not very nice about it. That's putting it mildly too.
I know you will all want me to prove this. I could easily do that too; all you would have to do is meet me. I have no interest in doing that though
There is alot to this story of mine and it will take a long time to tell it all. I will try to paraphrase for now and add more posts as i have time.
I welcome all "You're crazy" responses. I do that because I know either you are like me one year ago and do not know the truth, or you are pretending. A self-fulfilling prophecy that is, you say? Sounds like it, but bare with me.
First I think I need to explain some things about me. I use to consider myself a very smart person, but over the past year I have been shown I can only do a fraction of what other people can do with their minds. I have poor visualization and memory recall. I can only imagine images of say ice cream cones very vaguely. If I close my eyes right now I can only picture the computer monitor very vaguely. Alot of other people could picture the monitor like they had their eyes open the whole time.
Can you twich your muscles? I can't.
Can you make yourself feel pain or itching using only your mind? I can't
Can you make yourself feel pleasure using only your mind? I can, only weakly.
Can you imagine other people's voice's in your head not just your own? I can't.
Can you make yourself cry on cue? I can't, you get the idea.
Can you raise your own heartbeat with only your mind?
Can you make yourself fart? (this has to do with control of your muscles as well as the twitching question does)
Can you control your dreams? Are you aware you are dreaming when you dream?
Now can you do these things to other people? Can you make them see an image in their head, hear your voice in their head or twitch their muscle? Can you make another person yawn?
I can't do any of these things. It's not like i have down syndrome. I can get straight A's and race my bicycle up mountain gaps.
The problem is other people do these things to me. Most importantly they make my conscious feel pain, annoyance, anger, and completely control my muscles with my conscious having no power to override them (not all the time just when they feel like it). I have been tortured by people this way for over a year now. I've lost my job because of this and I have zero way of fighting back. What can I do when these people can see where I am at all times, day or night. Don't worry I don't have any thoughts of commiting violence or anything like that. That would only hurt me more than anything.
The other problem with other people having more control over my brain than I do, is that they can make me believe things that are not true. For a long period people were only implanting false memories in my head. But now it is just them trying annoy the crap out of me. I never thought people were so mean? I never did anything to these people.
They tried to make me kill myself for christ's sake. Many times. Of course my survival fear kicked in and they couldnt win on that. I do not see how people actually kill themselves. After all I really really wanted to for awhile, but never could.
I want to revisit the false memories for a second. There has been a court cause where a pyschologist was found guilty of implanting false memories of abuse into a patient's mind through hypnosis. But the hypnosis is only a cover for the real way it is done. Telepathy. Just google false memory implantation and you'll find alot of information on it.
Now that I know people can do that to me, and were doing that to me for hours on end almost every night, I can fight back somewhat. I just can't trust alot that is in my memory. Really sucks i must say.
I realize that I haven't introduced who these people are. They are my parents and siblings, though they have stopped messing with my head as far as I can tell. Alot of my friends who suddenly turned on me, when a few people started messing with me also messed with my head. Strangers who I don't know.
Right now It is really only three people left. Most others I think just got sick of it or maybe they felt sorry for me. I don't really know. Those three people are a former co-worker and friend Katelynn, a former roommate Wes, and a guy I met once who works at a bike shop in a nearby town ( i know he's kinda random, I don't even know his name, but somehow it got dubbed Smitty). I did not change their names to protect them because really they can go f--- themselves. Other people join in once in awhile, usually after I bounce into them.
I don't understand why all you people with telepathic powers, which is the majority of people by my sample, need to torture people who don't have the same gifts. It's no different than racism or beating up a child.
I don't even know if I am coming up with half the sentences I am typing right now or they are. In fact if they wanted to stop me from writing this they could do it very easily.
Up until year 23 of my life, i never would have believed this, but after people proved they were pyschic to me and could read my mind and use my body as if it were their own, I can look back at those 23 years of my life and see many times where I was used. ( yes, i know i cant trust all my memories, but I just KNOW some are real.)
You'd think It would be horrible to never be able to lie or hide anything and you would be right. If you met me you would know my bank account numbers, passwords to everything, ssn, ect. almost immediatly. It's a very quick process. Fortunately I only have like 200 bucks to my name so don't get too excited
The funny thing is I can still lie. Because you all like to pretend this isn't real. So I'm going to use it against you and lie all I want. We will both know the truth, yet we will now both be pretenders.
Now you may ask me why I don't talk about this out loud to these people. Well, they all will just make me out to be crazy.
I really wish just a few people will not pretend. If everyone just admitted the truth though, I be rich from malpractice and other lawsuits. That will not happen unfortunately.
I have had mri's and eeg's and drug tests all done. I'm all clean except for the fact I'm not telepathic and most of the rest of you are!
I am not looking for sympathy here or links to risperdal.
I just want one person that will admit it out loud!
My parents, siblings, friends, strangers, and former friends can all read my mind. They can all use my brain and therefore my body as if it was there own. In fact they can almost completly take over control of my mind. This is a very bad thing because they do this and they are not very nice about it. That's putting it mildly too.
I know you will all want me to prove this. I could easily do that too; all you would have to do is meet me. I have no interest in doing that though
There is alot to this story of mine and it will take a long time to tell it all. I will try to paraphrase for now and add more posts as i have time. I welcome all "You're crazy" responses. I do that because I know either you are like me one year ago and do not know the truth, or you are pretending. A self-fulfilling prophecy that is, you say? Sounds like it, but bare with me.
First I think I need to explain some things about me. I use to consider myself a very smart person, but over the past year I have been shown I can only do a fraction of what other people can do with their minds. I have poor visualization and memory recall. I can only imagine images of say ice cream cones very vaguely. If I close my eyes right now I can only picture the computer monitor very vaguely. Alot of other people could picture the monitor like they had their eyes open the whole time.
Can you twich your muscles? I can't.
Can you make yourself feel pain or itching using only your mind? I can't
Can you make yourself feel pleasure using only your mind? I can, only weakly.
Can you imagine other people's voice's in your head not just your own? I can't.
Can you make yourself cry on cue? I can't, you get the idea.
Can you raise your own heartbeat with only your mind?
Can you make yourself fart? (this has to do with control of your muscles as well as the twitching question does)
Can you control your dreams? Are you aware you are dreaming when you dream?
Now can you do these things to other people? Can you make them see an image in their head, hear your voice in their head or twitch their muscle? Can you make another person yawn?
I can't do any of these things. It's not like i have down syndrome. I can get straight A's and race my bicycle up mountain gaps.
The problem is other people do these things to me. Most importantly they make my conscious feel pain, annoyance, anger, and completely control my muscles with my conscious having no power to override them (not all the time just when they feel like it). I have been tortured by people this way for over a year now. I've lost my job because of this and I have zero way of fighting back. What can I do when these people can see where I am at all times, day or night. Don't worry I don't have any thoughts of commiting violence or anything like that. That would only hurt me more than anything.
The other problem with other people having more control over my brain than I do, is that they can make me believe things that are not true. For a long period people were only implanting false memories in my head. But now it is just them trying annoy the crap out of me. I never thought people were so mean? I never did anything to these people.
They tried to make me kill myself for christ's sake. Many times. Of course my survival fear kicked in and they couldnt win on that. I do not see how people actually kill themselves. After all I really really wanted to for awhile, but never could.
I want to revisit the false memories for a second. There has been a court cause where a pyschologist was found guilty of implanting false memories of abuse into a patient's mind through hypnosis. But the hypnosis is only a cover for the real way it is done. Telepathy. Just google false memory implantation and you'll find alot of information on it.
Now that I know people can do that to me, and were doing that to me for hours on end almost every night, I can fight back somewhat. I just can't trust alot that is in my memory. Really sucks i must say.
I realize that I haven't introduced who these people are. They are my parents and siblings, though they have stopped messing with my head as far as I can tell. Alot of my friends who suddenly turned on me, when a few people started messing with me also messed with my head. Strangers who I don't know.
Right now It is really only three people left. Most others I think just got sick of it or maybe they felt sorry for me. I don't really know. Those three people are a former co-worker and friend Katelynn, a former roommate Wes, and a guy I met once who works at a bike shop in a nearby town ( i know he's kinda random, I don't even know his name, but somehow it got dubbed Smitty). I did not change their names to protect them because really they can go f--- themselves. Other people join in once in awhile, usually after I bounce into them.
I don't understand why all you people with telepathic powers, which is the majority of people by my sample, need to torture people who don't have the same gifts. It's no different than racism or beating up a child.
I don't even know if I am coming up with half the sentences I am typing right now or they are. In fact if they wanted to stop me from writing this they could do it very easily.
Up until year 23 of my life, i never would have believed this, but after people proved they were pyschic to me and could read my mind and use my body as if it were their own, I can look back at those 23 years of my life and see many times where I was used. ( yes, i know i cant trust all my memories, but I just KNOW some are real.)
You'd think It would be horrible to never be able to lie or hide anything and you would be right. If you met me you would know my bank account numbers, passwords to everything, ssn, ect. almost immediatly. It's a very quick process. Fortunately I only have like 200 bucks to my name so don't get too excited
The funny thing is I can still lie. Because you all like to pretend this isn't real. So I'm going to use it against you and lie all I want. We will both know the truth, yet we will now both be pretenders.
Now you may ask me why I don't talk about this out loud to these people. Well, they all will just make me out to be crazy.
I really wish just a few people will not pretend. If everyone just admitted the truth though, I be rich from malpractice and other lawsuits. That will not happen unfortunately.
I have had mri's and eeg's and drug tests all done. I'm all clean except for the fact I'm not telepathic and most of the rest of you are!
I am not looking for sympathy here or links to risperdal.
I just want one person that will admit it out loud!
