Who are you referring to? I told you about the Quote function in a previous post, but unfortunately you haven't yet absorbed this. It would help everyone if you could spare it some attention.
As for personal attacks: they are against the rules here, and you are encouraged to report people who post in such a manner. However, you do have to understand that ripping poor posts to shreds is absolutely not a personal attack. You should also be aware that there are some smart people here who know the rules very well, so personal attacks are actually less common than you might think.
So, I can say quite freely.....no, your work isn't worth reading (in full). You cannot (nor can anyone) use philosophy or a journal noting only your own personal experience to prove the existence of a paranormal phenomena. As I said, attempting to do this, in principle, merely demonstrates a lack of understanding of the word proof.