Same here. My mother was dying of cancer when she was placed on a heavy morphine drip, which depressed her respiratory system. She eventually got pneumonia, which was the "official" cause of death. Comments from staff about the progression of events we could expect led me to believe that this is a fairly common way of doing things, and that it could really be considered a form of euthanasia. Not that that bothers me much. At the very end, if there's no hope at all, only pain and suffering, what's the issue? I have the option of euthanasia for my dogs; I view it as a final gift when there's nothing more anybody can do for them and the end is coming painfully slow. If a more obtrusive option was available for my mother, would we have chosen it? I don't really know. As an atheist, I know there's nothing at all after death, so removing the only thing we really have seems wasteful and terrible to me. On the other hand, we've all got to die. Why make the inevitable painful and drawn out?