nvidiot
Botanical Jedi
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(Wasn't sure if this is more suited to FC or SMMT, if a mod thinks it should move please don't hesitate.)
Hands up who here is currently operating on less than an hours sleep in the last 48 hours.
Sometimes I think this will kill me eventually. Nothing seems to work. Drugs just stop working after a while, I have enough addictions as it stands, and I just can't seem to get off to sleep. When I do, I crash for anything up to 18 hours, and the cycle starts again.
My doctor recently suggested a new melatonin receptor based treatment, Agomelatin. They're classed as an anti-depressant though, and I've had horrific experiences with many classes of drugs labelled as such. My doc was very reassuring, says this stuff either works or doesn't, and has few side effects in comparison to other classes. Of course the PBS doesn't cover it yet in Australia, so I'll be stumping up 70 odd bucks to try it.
If you're a fellow insomniac who has tried these as a treatment I'd love to hear about your experience with it. Or if you found something else helped, I'm all ears.
To be rather blunt and honest, I'm not so much worried about that, I'm scared it will be just like all the other times I've sought help for mental issues. And I'm scared that if I don't do something about it soon I'll end up walking in front of a bus from sheer inattentiveness. Thankfully I don't drive, if I did I don't think I'd be alive to make this post.
I'm constantly exhausted, irritable, moody, and can't think straight even when I'm not trying to drown my brain in the evening in cannabinoids just to relax a little. That's probably a part of the problem to begin with of course, but that's a bridge I'm not willing to look at on a map yet, let alone cross.
I'm not well, and I just want to goddamn sleep for a year.
Hands up who here is currently operating on less than an hours sleep in the last 48 hours.
Sometimes I think this will kill me eventually. Nothing seems to work. Drugs just stop working after a while, I have enough addictions as it stands, and I just can't seem to get off to sleep. When I do, I crash for anything up to 18 hours, and the cycle starts again.
My doctor recently suggested a new melatonin receptor based treatment, Agomelatin. They're classed as an anti-depressant though, and I've had horrific experiences with many classes of drugs labelled as such. My doc was very reassuring, says this stuff either works or doesn't, and has few side effects in comparison to other classes. Of course the PBS doesn't cover it yet in Australia, so I'll be stumping up 70 odd bucks to try it.
If you're a fellow insomniac who has tried these as a treatment I'd love to hear about your experience with it. Or if you found something else helped, I'm all ears.
To be rather blunt and honest, I'm not so much worried about that, I'm scared it will be just like all the other times I've sought help for mental issues. And I'm scared that if I don't do something about it soon I'll end up walking in front of a bus from sheer inattentiveness. Thankfully I don't drive, if I did I don't think I'd be alive to make this post.
I'm constantly exhausted, irritable, moody, and can't think straight even when I'm not trying to drown my brain in the evening in cannabinoids just to relax a little. That's probably a part of the problem to begin with of course, but that's a bridge I'm not willing to look at on a map yet, let alone cross.
I'm not well, and I just want to goddamn sleep for a year.