I just re-registered to vote, this time identifying myself as a member of the party I was raised to despise. Although I do not regret my decision, I feel somewhat like a traitor.
See, I just moved from Illinois to California, and while I looked forward to the change in climate (it's so sunny so often!), I didn't fully anticipate the change in political climate. In Illinois, I was proud to be a Democrat. Sure, our politicians were corrupt, but that's par for the course. In Illinois politics, the trick is to stay just slightly less corrupt than your opponents. In some ways, party affiliation in Illinois is determined by your personal opinion of what can be considered corrupt and how much it offends you. For the most part, though, there isn't much of a difference between Illinois Democrats and Republicans; both are fairly moderate and voters usually chose based on the national party rhetoric of pro-choice vs. pro-life, for or against business legislation, and whether or not you think Alan Keyes is a raving lunatic (most Illinoisans voted that he is).
Then I moved to California. California's state government is much different; for one thing, Californians get to vote on propositions. When I first came out, I thought it was an interesting way to let the people's voice be heard, but the more I thought about it and read the actual propositions, the more I realize it's just a way for California legislators to distance themselves from taking responsibility for the laws they pass. Since I'm a firm believer in the democratic republic, the propositions are beginning to annoy me. Still, this is the first time I felt the weight of personal responsibility in a statewide election, so I did my civic duty and faithfully read through the Official Voter Information Guide that was mailed to my apartment.
It was... disconcerting. The first thing I noticed was that most of the Democratic gubernatorial candidates couldn't write in complete sentences ("Schools not jails. We could pay California's debt. Clean air and water. Speak truth to power.") Repressing my inner grammar Nazi, I focused on the content of the candidates' platforms and not their rhetoric. Most talked about increasing income taxes on the rich, publicly-funded daycare, and some things that sounded like government in the form of a nanny state. Sure, I'd realized that those ideas were under the umbrella of the national Democratic party, but Illinois didn't focus as much on those specific issues. I was really disappointed that I couldn't find a candidate I could get behind.
I conveyed this disappointment to my native Californian husband only to find that he'd anticipated my reaction. He pointed out the Republican section of the voter guide -- Pretty much every statement was about business and tax reform. "But...but where's all the 'family values' rhetoric? Where's the anti-gay marriage outrage? Why aren't I afraid of these candidates turning America into a theocracy?!" After consulting the Statements of Purpose for the various parties, I discovered that xenophobic theocracy is the goal of the American Independent Party in California. California Republicans are actually the moderates. In order to vote for candidates that reflected my view of government, I would have to change parties. (My Republican husband pointed out that, were we to move to the Deep South, he'd change parties as soon as he'd registered.) So, today I mailed in my registration form identifying myself as an R instead of a D.
Now I'm having an identity crisis. I didn't vote for President Bush, and I still don't like a lot of his policies, yet now I belong to the same party. I'm still rooting for a Democratic Congress come the mid-term elections, but my vote isn't going to contribute to that goal.
Has anyone else here moved and found your political opinions directing you to the opposite party?
See, I just moved from Illinois to California, and while I looked forward to the change in climate (it's so sunny so often!), I didn't fully anticipate the change in political climate. In Illinois, I was proud to be a Democrat. Sure, our politicians were corrupt, but that's par for the course. In Illinois politics, the trick is to stay just slightly less corrupt than your opponents. In some ways, party affiliation in Illinois is determined by your personal opinion of what can be considered corrupt and how much it offends you. For the most part, though, there isn't much of a difference between Illinois Democrats and Republicans; both are fairly moderate and voters usually chose based on the national party rhetoric of pro-choice vs. pro-life, for or against business legislation, and whether or not you think Alan Keyes is a raving lunatic (most Illinoisans voted that he is).
Then I moved to California. California's state government is much different; for one thing, Californians get to vote on propositions. When I first came out, I thought it was an interesting way to let the people's voice be heard, but the more I thought about it and read the actual propositions, the more I realize it's just a way for California legislators to distance themselves from taking responsibility for the laws they pass. Since I'm a firm believer in the democratic republic, the propositions are beginning to annoy me. Still, this is the first time I felt the weight of personal responsibility in a statewide election, so I did my civic duty and faithfully read through the Official Voter Information Guide that was mailed to my apartment.
It was... disconcerting. The first thing I noticed was that most of the Democratic gubernatorial candidates couldn't write in complete sentences ("Schools not jails. We could pay California's debt. Clean air and water. Speak truth to power.") Repressing my inner grammar Nazi, I focused on the content of the candidates' platforms and not their rhetoric. Most talked about increasing income taxes on the rich, publicly-funded daycare, and some things that sounded like government in the form of a nanny state. Sure, I'd realized that those ideas were under the umbrella of the national Democratic party, but Illinois didn't focus as much on those specific issues. I was really disappointed that I couldn't find a candidate I could get behind.
I conveyed this disappointment to my native Californian husband only to find that he'd anticipated my reaction. He pointed out the Republican section of the voter guide -- Pretty much every statement was about business and tax reform. "But...but where's all the 'family values' rhetoric? Where's the anti-gay marriage outrage? Why aren't I afraid of these candidates turning America into a theocracy?!" After consulting the Statements of Purpose for the various parties, I discovered that xenophobic theocracy is the goal of the American Independent Party in California. California Republicans are actually the moderates. In order to vote for candidates that reflected my view of government, I would have to change parties. (My Republican husband pointed out that, were we to move to the Deep South, he'd change parties as soon as he'd registered.) So, today I mailed in my registration form identifying myself as an R instead of a D.
Now I'm having an identity crisis. I didn't vote for President Bush, and I still don't like a lot of his policies, yet now I belong to the same party. I'm still rooting for a Democratic Congress come the mid-term elections, but my vote isn't going to contribute to that goal.
Has anyone else here moved and found your political opinions directing you to the opposite party?
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