ok well it was a very long day, and there's so much going on down there it's hard to sum up everything I saw, and heard from those around.
Firstly, I need to say that the Red Cross, rescue/recovery workers, and all of the professionals in emergency response are unbelievably organized and efficient. They are all working very very hard, especially the divers.
The families of injured at the hotel a few blocks away and the ones still checking for missing are understandably distraught, but there is no hysterics that I saw. It's almost quiet emotionally, where workers and families of loved ones missing or injured alike were either still in shock, or simply unable to release that much emotion, focusing on tasks at hand to keep themselves together.
I've been home trying to nap for a while and can't seem to sleep. I didn't think it would hit me how absent that bridge feels not just when you look over at the disaster, but how its absence permeates the entire area, both in people's faces and in the overall perception of what is the city. It's simply not the same, and it's never going to be the same.
I need to go try to sleep. I don't think I can handle going back there tomorrow, and from what I saw, they will have plenty of help anyway.