I'm late to this particular party, so I'm going back a few pages to highlight something that I think hasn't been followed up on:
Could you describe that process? I think this is what the OP is all about. Did you "try on" various religious beliefs and see what worked for you, or did you start from scratch and put together your own belief system?
If there are beliefs that you haven't tried, do you just try everything that comes along, or is there some basis by which you decide that, say, Scientology just wouldn't work for you?
How do you judge what "works" for you: is it personal comfort, logical coherence, poetic beauty, positive behavioral consequences, something else, or some combination?
Is that process finished now, or does your spiritual position continue to evolve? If the former, how did you know when to "stop"; if the latter, how does that work -- where do the new ideas or concepts come from, and how do you incorporate them, or not, into your spiritual position?
Thank you for your VERY valid question that gets to the very heart of this thread.
Unfortunately you have given me a tall order, and i need to be brief.
ok . . .(takes large breath and exhales)
Did you "try on" various religious beliefs and see what worked for you, or did you start from scratch and put together your own belief system?
I was rasied Christian/Jewish, which means that I had a parent in each faith. Needless to say, between pastors on one side of the family and rabbi's on the other, Thanksgiving was a very educational time for me growing up in a very open and culture and neighbood. So, I felt like that I had the right, since a child to believe in whatever the hell I felt like and my parents felt the same way and raised me to believe this also, BUT with still the same brainwashing that comes with both ends of the Jewish/Christian spectrum.
I was really intrested in martial arts, and while in the Marine Corps, I began training in Aikido, and begun embracing the larger aspects of eastern belief systems, specifically Zen Buddisim. There was a process, however, it was my attempt to correlate my upbringing with these new concepts, so a mixture was formed and a philosophy was created for myself. Later after college and graduate studies I ended up becoming intrested in Pagansim, specifically Pantheistic ideas since they seemed to be the most universal and well fitting for my taste.
If there are beliefs that you haven't tried, do you just try everything that comes along, or is there some basis by which you decide that, say, Scientology just wouldn't work for you?
Yes, there are beliefs that I haven't "tried on" yet, and i believe that my beliefs are constantly changing. As for groups that I might disagree with, I leave behind any ideas that I believe to be harmful to myself or others.
How do you judge what "works" for you: is it personal comfort, logical coherence, poetic beauty, positive behavioral consequences, something else, or some combination?
Well, for me, I believe that I should not take on beliefs that I have to work on to believe in them. Christanity is filled with those beliefs, whether you are refering to the "Invisiable Man in the sky", "Hell", or "Resurection". If I have to suspend my disbelief in large amounts, I disregard it.
I believe that one's beliefs should work for you, in other words, they should be pratical, easily understood, and not so disregarded by a skeptical mind. Panthesim is one such beliefs. Anyone who dives deep into how the universe works has to eventually admit the universe does occasionally betray at least the illusion of intelligence. And I have yet to ever hear a skeptic claim that science has overwellming evidence that it isn't true.
(By the way, before you start saying that you cant prove a negative, remember that I am a Crime scene investigator, and every day it is my job to prove NEGATIVES . . .and besides the point has been ran through more times than I care to mention.)
To me, it's the only thing that makes sense, whether you are refering to the meaning of life, or why Murphy law always seems to be in effect. For me it explains a million issues of science and physics that have yet to be fully explained, and at the same time, it leaves enough room open for all aspects of the scientific process to eventually find those answers, (and maybe the intelligence behind them)