They were dreams. I feel no more need to remember anything else about them than I do what I was wearing the next day. Sufficiency isn't relevant; I simply have memories of a few particularly striking lucid dreams.
I like the devil in the details. My preference is to focus on the details - I don't even need to force myself to do this. I am far too curious.
Part of that has to do with not wanting to be in a presumptive position to the point where I (ego self) might purposefully block out some parts which for one reason or another I might find too difficult to handle.
Of course, I would perhaps never be able to know for sure that I haven't done exactly that anyway. But I do know what I am left with - what I haven't blocked out, and I also know that I haven't elaborated or otherwise enhanced on the memories I do retain about those experiences. They remain the same in the telling now as they did in the moments immediately after.
But of course, while I have shared the details with some individuals since that time, I have not and do not intend (at this time at least) to share those details here.
Why do you ask? what makes you feel I might 'need' to remember more?
I did not ask because I think you might need to remember more. I just wondered if you thought it possible that not only can memories be distorted after the fact of the experience, but also whether they can be hidden from the conscious recall of the ego self.
I would say most likely.
We all have lucid experiences that occur while we're not dreaming - it's called being awake.
You or someone else made the point that while having a lucid
dream you are aware of the fact that you are in your dream (dreaming) and even able to affect things whilst in that state - things which would not be possible to affect if the experience were physical reality.
Physical reality is called 'being awake'. Lucid dreaming is something else.
I am sure you can agree with that.
What were the circumstances - were you asleep? were you in bed?
In the normal definition of 'being asleep' I would have to say 'no', and nor was it strictly a lucid dream I was experiencing.
I think when you/I/we (the Ego self) is 'asleep' we are barely consciously aware of much, if anything at all.
That is why there are different definitions regarding experience involved with the general understanding of 'sleeping'.
I think I have already noted in this thread the circumstances regarding the experiences I had with the entity.
From memory, when I had each experience I was under the impression I was fully awake, reclined in bed, and the only reason I was aware that my body at least must have been asleep was that when the experiences ended I was aware of opening my eyes. It is a little hard to explain the feeling of being aware, seeing everything in your room, and then suddenly knowing you have opened your eyes and nothing about the room or the lighting has changed from when you were aware of it when the eyes were closed. You are not aware of your eyes having been closed until you become aware of the sensation of opening them.
You might have experienced this yourself?